It’s A Crappy Life

WOO HOO!!!!!

I almost fell of my chair just now and almost yelled out! Why? Because I accidentally downloaded a song that I’ve given up searching for for years.  It’s the chinese version of "I want to spend my lifetime loving you" by Marc Anthony.  Well, the English version is by Marc Anthony but the Chinese version is by Wang Li Hong and Ke Yi Min.

It really brings back memories doesn’t it?  Those who had went to SAM with me oughta know.  Oh, god!  I miss G11 suddenly.  CHANDRIKA!!! and Mars, Michelle, Jess, YJ, Debbie, Chee Kang, Venus, Sin Cherng and even Alvin… Haha… Don’t groan!

Really missed the times we used to hang out.  I thought after almost three years, I would have moved on.  But just listening to the song brings back memories.  Wish we can hang out again like we used to.  I really should get everyone together.  LOL.  You guys rock! 

Still remember Jess once said that Chandrika and I practised it so much that I wanna vomit when I hear it again.  Haha.  Not anymore.  Miss you, girl!  And everyone else.

I WANNA SPEND MY LIFETIME LOVING YOU…

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

其实如果不是昨天晚上的话我也不知道原来只几天自己真的是累透了。 可能就是压力太大了吧。。。 还是自己太忙了， 连疲倦也察觉不到。。。 昨天晚上本来不想那么早睡的，可是真的一到了12点就突然间觉得有点晕的感觉。 真的是支持不住了。 哈哈！真是没用。

其实虽然很忙也很累，可是也过得蛮开心的。 因为在我最忙和最累的时候会感觉到有个人在我身边一直在鼓励我。 所以那天星期四晚上虽然是太累了，可是能够跟她在一起也觉得很幸福。 

可是真么说呢？我觉得两个人在一起相处真的要互相体谅和信任对方。 在这几天好像不断地听到很多失恋的故事。 其中有一个朋友因为贪玩， 所以就叫朋友去试探一下自己的男朋友是否是对自己不忠。 结果没想到自己很信任的男友却对自己的朋友说出 “我没有女朋友”这几个字。

也有另外一个朋友就是因为和几个所谓“以貌取人”的男生交往过所以从此对男生失望了。

其实说真的，要好好的保存一段关系真的是不容易。尤其是在感情这一方面。 我也不可以担保我自己的感情处理得很好。 说真的关于她的有些事情我真的是有一点看不习惯。 I mean, 一些东西有时候看了心里会觉得有点不舒服。 可是到最后还是会觉得这些竟然是她喜欢做的东西我就应该要尊重和信任她。反正有些事情发生了就是发生了。 都已经无所避免的。

哈哈！其实我也不懂自己想要说什么的。 只是这几天那么忙都没有时间去写blog。 难得今天得空手指又开痒起来了。嘻嘻！好啦。我要去读书了。 星期三要考试了。 所以要好好的加油！谢谢你耐心的在这里听我说废话。

哈哈！

拜拜！ 

Phew! I’m taking a break from writing my thesis.  It seems neverending.  The progress is too slow.  After almost half a day’s work I only manage to produce a three page introduction.  That’s sad isn’t it?  It’s not that I don’t have anything to write.  It’s just there’s too much to write and I don’t know whether to place it in introduction or literature review.  They are both so similar.

Anyways, today we see the kiasu-ness of Malaysians.  It’s the whole hoo-hah about the last Harry Potter book.  I’m sure most of you should have already known about it.  About the boycott of three bookstores because of the ruthlessness of two hypermarkets in drastically reducing the price of the books. 

I don’t know which party you support but I’m really curious to find out.  Personally, I think it’s totally unfair that said hypermarkets sell the books at such a low price.  It’s almost half the price of those sold in major bookstores.  For consumers, of course that is good news.  But what about the bookstores? 

They’ve definitely invested much on these books seeing that it’s such a popular book and it’s a once in a lifetime event. And then suddenly someone comes and takes it all away? 

But then again, I don’t think the bookstores should boycott it this way too coz they are gonna lose out in the end.  Like I’ve said, they’ve invested much and suddenly they are not selling?  Isn’t that a bit childish and stupid?

However, the thing here is it really showed the kiasu-ness of Malaysians.  I’ve read some sms comments from The Star and none seem to be supporting the bookstores.  It just made it appear like the party who offers the lowest price wins.  It just doesn’t matter to them that the bookstores are supposed to be the sole distributors of the books. 

I guess it’s just a matter of principles versus money.  If you are a person of principles, you would have supported the bookstores.  If you are more of a money minded person you will support the hypermarts. 

Haha.  Actually that’s what I think la.  It’s totally subjective.  You can always correct me if I’m wrong.  Please, if anyone is reading this, please leave a comment.  Tell me whether MPH, Times and Popular should boycott the hypermarts or not.  I’m really curious to know. 

哇！很像很久都没有写 blog 了！

嗨。。。 真是烦恼。 已经好几天没有的休息了。 其实有时候真的是觉得像放弃我的 final year project。  我已经不能再继续下去了啦。 有谁可以告诉我那里可以找得到本地的芒果呢？

今天本来是在 lab 没有东西做，所以就想着要开车去 kuchai lama 那边卖芒果。。。 哪里知道那么远的去到， 那个水果店却没有开门。就算了。 浪费了我的汽油去到哪里还要到回头。更加气的是天还要下起雨。 实在是搞到我昨天辛辛苦苦洗得车肮脏到完了！

好啦好啦。  哈哈

其实是有一件事是应该写很久了的。 这几天都没有机会好好的跟她相处真的是有一点遗憾。 可是前几天和她出去逛街时真的是好开心。 虽然我们只是在 mv 里走了几圈，走到脚也癣了， 可是还是觉得幸福的。  可能是因为已经太久没有见到她了吧。 看见她整个人也搜去了真的是很心疼。  真的是看得出她这几天的辛苦。 整个人也黑去了。

嗨。。。 其实一直以来我都是想要为她做一些东西好让她可以开心一些或是可以放松一下的。 可是就是除了所一些鼓励的话之外也不懂可以做些什么了。有时候有时候有时候真的是怀疑自己一直对她说“加油”两个字是不是有一点太烦了。 可能她的油也加的太多会到出来呢。 哈哈！

好啦。 就到此为止。 已经不能再写下去了。 第一次用中文些blog是这样的啦。哈哈。 好啦。你要加油哦！ 我一定会一直支持你的。拜拜！

I’m obsessed with it.  Totally.  I mean how many times can you hold thousand over dollars on your hands and declare that you own railways, utilities and lands?

Haha.  Actually that’s not the point.  I don’t know why I love it so much.  In fact, I’ve never liked monopoly much last time when I was in school and the boys used to bring board games to class the few days after finals and before holidays.  I guess the thing that really sparked my interest on monopoly that time was a game called "Hotel".

It has the basic concept of monopoly, but instead of owning a whole lot of land, you get to own hotels. 

Anyway, really had lot of fun today.  Though I got bankrupt towards the end of the game.  Haha.  But it’s not that bad.  At least I’ve managed to stay till the top 4.  Really, it’s like a elimination show where one by one the players got kicked off due to the dryness of their pockets.  Lol.

But I never had much luck playing monopoly.  I never managed to get the better lands.  The previous time I played, I only got 3 railways out of 4.  And this time I only managed to get the two utilities - which suck, by the way. 

Well, anyway, it’s still fun.  And we managed to fill the entire cafe with our ridiculously loud laughter.  I practically fell and rolled on the floor.  Forgive my short term memory.  I can’t remember everything exactly and describe it as well as Shellee did on her blog.

Sigh… Well, at least it got my mind off what I was worrying about for awhile.  Hopefully whatever it is, it will be over soon.  It’s supposed to be over after this week.  But who knows?  I don’t dare to put too much hope into it.  But I really wish everything will go back to the way it is after this week.  I really had a tough week and a half. I really can’t guarantee that I can be patient for another week.  Heck, I can’t even imagine myself to get through another week like this. 

Well, I gtg.  Haha.  Don’t know when we can play again.  It’s a bit tiring towards the end when you realize all you are doing is counting your money and keep giving them out until you are totally broke.  But who cares?  It’s not the game that I like monopoly.  It’s the fun of laughing at someone when he gets into jail, paid the $500 bail only to land on the community chest that says "Go DIRECTLY to Jail!"

Haha.  Yep.  That guy was me!  ADIOS!!!